I'm caught at a point in my life where I don't know the right decision to make. Brett and I are getting married and I will not be contributing anything. He'll be supporting us entirely. My Beaners paycheck is enough to buy us an ice-cream. Well maybe a little more, but you get the picture. I got a call from Dawn the other day asking me if I'd like to come in and help work on some instruction books for Beacon. YAY! I was so excited. But then that contradicted with the fact that I just got promoted to shift leader at Beaner's (not that it's THAT important, but still!) and now I feel bad. But now Brendan called and Beacon is offering me a full time job. I need this job. I want this job. I have to have this job. So there is only one thing for me to do. Tell Beaner's. Work at Beacon. And take a break from school - so you can finish later. I love Grand Rapids. I love living here - feeling good here. Being away from Muskegon and how bad I felt there. But it doesn't have to be that way this time. I don't know. We'll see how everything goes.
(i love downtown grand rapids)
currently playing:
the get up kids - the one you want
